Sunshines

I was
once in de pit of darkness
cant even see a tip of light..
i felt de world was so evil
filled will betrayed and hatred
although i peel of de skin of the truth by myself
but seems that i still cant accept it on the spot
it was a ugly truth and very painful...

truth is ugly...
truth hurts...

i have understood these two lines much better after i have experienced them by myself

hmm....
by time goes on
i started to understand and realize that
I'm not de main character in everyone's story
I'm only a main character in my own story
everyone has their own stories
so,how do you expect a minor character to control de whole story? :)

She has moved on
I have let go


I REALLY DONT LIKE HER NEW TARGET
BECAUSE I CONFIRM HE WILL BE HURTING HER OVER AGAIN
BUT WHAT CAN I DO?
IF I APPROACH HIM WITH THIS ISSUE
HE WILL JUST THROW ME A LINE
WE ARE JUST FREAKING FRIENDS
THEN I HAVE TO KEEP QUITE
I KNOW HE IS NOT FLIRTING OR SHOWING NICE
JUST FRIEND MA :)
I GET IT..
SO CONTINUE WITH YOUR CHIT-CHAT XOXO WITH HER
I CANT STOP AND I NOT GONNA TO STOP :)

Leaves only fall once in life

Once it drops off from tree, it will not fall again.

but once a leaf has fallen twice for me.

I shouldn't beg for a third one.

I should just hold the piece of leaf in my hand.

silently